hi there, i’m lauren. this is my unofficial official blog / living portfolio / digital junk drawer / proof of life – that i'm choosing to call live immediately, which is both a reminder and a challenge to myself. i’ve spent a lot of my life waiting. waiting until i felt ready. waiting until things made sense. waiting until the timing was right, the fear was quieter, the grief was smaller, the version of me i wanted to be had fully arrived. and then life did what it does and r